



As I walk, my mind wanders to Veronica. Sweet, vibrant Veronica, with her endless enthusiasm for all things Christmas. I've lost count of how many times I've wanted to ask her out over the years. But every time I get close, something holds me back.
It's not just the ranch, though that's part of it. It's the nagging feeling that I'm not good enough. That I can't protect the people I care about. I couldn't save my parents, and now I'm on the verge of losing their legacy. How could I ever be worthy of someone like Veronica?
Before I realize it, I'm at the edge of our property, near the fence line I share with Veronica's ranch. A flash of movement catches my eye, and I spot her walking with a man I don't recognize. They're laughing, heads bent close together, and something twists in my gut. Jealousy, I realize with a start.
I'm about to turn and leave when a pretty brunette approaches them. She throws her arms around the man, planting a kiss on his cheek. "Noah! There you are!"
Noah. The name strikes a chord. Isn't that Veronica's pen pal? The one who used to live in the old Miller house down the way before they sent him away to live with his grandparents? I step closer without realizing it. She's been talking about this dude for years, but I’ve never seen him here in person before.
I watch as Veronica's smile falters, her body language shifting from relaxed to tense in an instant. Before I can process what I'm seeing, she spots me and waves me over.
"Elijah! There you are honey!"
Honey? What the--
As I approach, confusion clear on my face, Veronica grabs my arm and pulls me close. Her touch sends a jolt through me, and I have to remind myself to breathe.
"Noah, Sarah, this is Elijah. My fiancé."
My brain short-circuits. Fiancé? What game is she playing?
"Play along," she whispers fiercely in my ear. "Please. I'll do anything."
Against my better judgment, I slip an arm around her waist. The familiar scent of lavender and vanilla that I've always associated with her envelops me. "Nice to meet you," I say, hoping my voice sounds steadier than I feel.
Noah's eyebrows shoot up. "Fiancé? Wow, Roni, you didn't mention that in your emails."
"Oh, it's a recent development," Veronica says, her laugh high and nervous. "Right, sweetie?"
I nod, still trying to wrap my head around what's happening. "Very recent."
"Well, congratulations!" Sarah gushes. "You two make such a cute couple."
"Thanks," I manage, tightening my grip on Veronica as I feel her start to tremble. "We're very happy."
The conversation continues, but I'm barely listening. My mind is racing, trying to figure out how I ended up in this situation. One minute, I'm worrying about losing the ranch, and the next, I'm pretending to be engaged to the woman I've secretly had feelings for since high school.
As Noah and Sarah say their goodbyes, promising to catch up more later, Veronica maintains her grip on me. It's only when they're out of sight that she lets go, sagging against the fence.
"I'm so sorry," she says, not meeting my eyes. "I panicked. I just... I couldn't let him see how pathetic I am."
"Pathetic?" I repeat, incredulous. "Veronica, you're one of the strongest people I know."
She looks up at me then, surprise clear in her eyes. "You don't have to say that. I know you probably think I'm ridiculous, pining after some guy I've only known through letters."
I shake my head, wondering how someone so brilliant could be so blind. "I don't think you're ridiculous. I think you deserve someone who appreciates you. Someone who's here, not just words on a page."
"Someone like you?" she asks, a hint of a challenge in her voice.


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